It ended

About 3 months and 6 days (pretty messed up with circuit breaker and all which may have contributed to this mess)

Cried again (a bit less heavily, maybe a bit more in the future)vfor the first time in about a year (since 22nd May I think)

Back to my old life

I know you will probably never read this but thank you so much, I don't think I will ever forget what we've done (though it may not have been much in such a short and quarantined time)

What an interesting life
This does not work well with the current circuit breaker loneliness and sadness.
Just realised I'm going to revert my wallpaper for good this time and broke into a fresh round of tears and cried harder.

Last day of school before my last big holiday in JC

Feels so weird.

I'm kind of happy that I'm getting a break, but what kind of break is this if I cannot (and have not been) enjoying time with people with these safe distancing measures. Honestly, I am slightly looking forward to school reopening when I can at least meet everyone again (hopefully). For now, I guess I should treasure this last long break (which may be cut short (which I don't even really mind)). So many people I miss.